this is what he did: he said we hit a plateau and he wanted to be my bf. i was ecstatic, on top of the world. despite the fact that this had happened the day my dad had a heart attack, i was still really happy. i really liked him, and i still do now. then 4 days later, my life still being hard, he just decides to cut me out of his life. what the fuck? i know how this boy works and i know his patterns. and i know he's afraid. and because of his fear i'm left heartbroken. so for those readers out there who know who i am referring to, maybe you can just give him a high five, because between his maturity level and lack of true initiative, as well as good looks, he can look forward to spending his life..alone =)

but i can't deny i have an amazing support system. last nite i went shopping nd out 2 chipotle with brittany and talked 2 matt like all nite about how much guys r cunts. and the night it all happened i partyed with my girlls =) oh an chrisi <3 i love him/her. i really couldn't ask for better friends.