kill me. holidays are just setting in and i hate it. i hate holidays. i hate people. i relle hate everything. whats so special about this time of year that we just need to be jolly? its annoying. as you can tell or infer, i speak fluent sarcasm. its 2nd nature to me. some people look at me and think i dont talk -- my friends wish i would shut the fuck up. the only thing im looking forward to is new years; january means my birthday (1/17 im LEGALLLL) and 2009 means i can pack up and leave this town. i can leave my suck ass job. RETAIL. people are disgusting this time of you. thats what made me a scrooge.

well i havent blogged since about 9th grade when i would come home everyday and write in my xanga. i'd detail every part of my day and take pride in each and every entry. wow, i really didnt have too much of a life. well i made this thang like a year ago, idk why i think i was just bored or something. well for lack of more interesting ish im melanie. im not difficult at all to get along with and if u dont then it really sucks for you =) i need to get over my conceited attitude i know. i take school semi seriously, but being a senior makes it harder and harder each day. i love doing random arts and crafts but no one really knows that about me. i work at shoprite and i fucking love to hate it. i dont have a bf but i want one esspecially one who will watch kenan and kel reruns with me. that would be spiffy =) well this is a relle lame first entry but i swear, they'll get better =)